Dear Bfb_f0ur.. I have seen your deck and want to say. Its hard to let things come and pass sometimes. I had a similar case, but it was my dog. He was having seizures, and we had to take her to the doctor and take some pills. They would set the dog to sleep but not only that, it would kill her. Just know. Life is like a sudden landslide. You don't know what it might throw at you, it could be big and it could be small. It could be bad it could be good. From, Jtreaux