I know you may have it hard but sometimes you need to let them go.
I'm sorry for comparing these two but my dear white cat named Bolt that everyone loved , we had to let him go because a car crash happened...
I know that this may be the hardest mission you may have ever had , but sometimes we all make mistakes and have to exept them let them be very painful.
Please I know they may be your world but you have better things to live for but if you don't have, soon or later you will find a better occupation.
For your sake and mentality, you don't have to leave them completely but you two can still be best friends.
I hope this helped.
Lots of Love
-MuslimCatLover-
I dont know if this is venting but I can relate, this hits a bit too close to home -- lucid dreams literally every night and my stomach always feels tight