Look. I know I’m a random stranger but I’m pretty sure I things will get better. I don’t want you to hate yourself. I might not know you, but I’m pretty sure you’re a good person. I’ve been through this too! I hated it like how I hated myself. I hope you’re okay and doing well, but I just want you to know I’m here for you, even though I don’t really know you. I hope things get better
It's sad to see peoples like you who got ruined by something, look, I may be sounding rude but trust me, please remember that you still have people trust, if you can, don't mind everything that you think is stressing, and also, you can try those coping mechanism to distract you from that, please don't ever think about killing yourself, someone will miss you if you're gone. sorry for the bad comforting actually.