I feel so bad for you i almost cried while reading that i understand your pain (my grandparents and parents are still alive but i understand cuz we used to have 1 bird he died i cried, then we brough 2 one died we dont know how and other died in 2024 cuz of being old and illness and now we have another bird) also i hope youll get better soon and i understand the pain when we loose someone

I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you feel better soon