hey man hope you're feeling better soon!! I've also felt like that before but honestly I've realized it's not worth it... and if anyone is making you feel like this just genuinely don't hang around those people, and if you're feeling like that just because of yourself then never forget we're all not perfect and we have our flaws, and that's what makes us human!! ^^
“NO NO DONT DO THAT I THOUGHT WE WERE HAVING A NICE TIME ON CASTLE TG!”
Seriously please don’t do that, you have a huge bright future ahead of you and i know it. You’re too peak to do that DO NOT DO IT