Being popular is a worst nightmare for u.
Why?
You see, Im not popular, because I have only few followers, so no one will begging me to remix when I create an QNA deck, and you're discord? You said it's chaotic, as an unpopular person, I'm safe,and that's not a dream, that's a worst nightmare to ever have + makes you almost quit + more castle haters, followers are just some pixels,and I can just take a break for long as I want.